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16.12.11

:'(

Tonight is my last night here at Fredonia. I've been here as a student since the Spring of 2009, with the exception of Fall 2009 I had off because of finances. Either way, it's my final night. 
I'm technically a graduate now O.O 
I'm a college graduate. 
I've known nothing but school since I was 5. Yes I had the semesters off in Fall 2008 and 2009. But, I was still an undergrad of sorts. 
Now I'm a graduate. 
It's a strange, bittersweet feeling. I got an awesome suite this year in 207, and had friends in 208 and 209 as well. It was a nice change from the crap I had to deal with in 205 last year. I still keep in touch with 2 of them. That's it. 
Since I had such an awesome suite, this semester even with its ups and downs still was one of the best I had. Which is a good thing if you think about it. I had the easier classes and the much awesome suites and this made it a very good semester. It was a good way to end my time here. 

This entire week has been really hard. Monday I had a bad day which stemmed from a not so easy Sunday night with my paper for my Inter- American  class. I still went to the exam even though I didn't have to. Tuesday was interesting since it was also my last day of finals here since I didn't have to take the one I had for the class I had the paper for since I got an A in the class. That and I also worked Night Desk Monday night till 3.30a and had an 8.30a exam for Spanish. I studied that to death and then spent the day in Fenton in the cafĂ© and studied for over 2hr for my International Migration exam. My final exam here. And it was fitting since it was with the one professor I've had since my first semester here. I've always had him as one of my professors all my time here. It was bittersweet. I almost cried a few times during the final. Not because I was stuck since I did go very quickly through the exam. But, because of it being my final exam with him and at this school. 

I'm still processing my thoughts around the fact that I'm a college graduate, I'm pretty much guaranteed getting Cum Laude at this point. I have 3 As (1 A and 2 A-) And my International Migration class I'm getting at least a B. 
The fact I'm hearing from my family pride and Mike calling me his grad, is making me sit here with happy emotions. But, the memories of the fun I had as a student here, my involvement in Pagan Student Union and the friends I made, I have the sad feelings. 
Later today when I go home, that will be a big test. Since I leave with everything. I don't leave anything here over break. I packed my stuff, and I packed everything. 

It has been fun being here, I will miss it and I'll miss the friends I made in 207-09 and all throughout the campus and my time here. 
But, now it is time for me to move on to bigger things. ^^" Like graduate school. I'm filling out my application very soon. Both the professors I asked are going to send theirs right before, around, or right after New Year's. We worked it out that way so I can have my application sent in, their letters will come, and then my transcripts will come around then, if not right before or right after the professors mail the letters. 
So, lets see how this goes. :/